She doubts her ability to mother, and how easily she could go wrong- make her child hate her! She couldn’t even begin to bear the thought of such a thing, it terrified her. But she would try.
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11-09-2021, 04:08 AM
Eyes panicked, a step back. But she pushed the doubt of her own abilities away, taking in a soft breath, smiling softly at the small cub- her daughter. “I don’t think there was even a no option.” Alva said softly, looking down at the little girl. “someone needs to help me drive your dad crazy, right?” She said crouching down by Zelie.
She doubts her ability to mother, and how easily she could go wrong- make her child hate her! She couldn’t even begin to bear the thought of such a thing, it terrified her. But she would try.
She doubts her ability to mother, and how easily she could go wrong- make her child hate her! She couldn’t even begin to bear the thought of such a thing, it terrified her. But she would try.
Never give up
code by corvus
11-09-2021, 05:22 PM
sjórbjörn sigrún
ooc; i'll post ze rn and we can do a couple more posts with just alva and ze and then maybe have them snuggle up for the night? <3he snorts a laugh at @Alva's response, shaking his massive head in amusement. well, now that i know your plans, i'll be immune to them, he jokes, grinning at the two smaller ladies. i'll let you two get to know each other, but i'll be right next door if you need me. the gargantuan beast turns to make his exit then, wanting to give his girlfriend time to bond with his daughter; after all, if they got along, that made everything easier, right? at least zeze seemed willing to accept alva with an open heart. he's quite proud of the job he and ira have done with the girl so far - for her to be so happy and so readily accepting of a new person in her life, surely he and ira must be doing something right? alva could only help them.
- exit bear -
11-09-2021, 05:24 PM
father's words are met with a fun response from @Alva, and ze grins up at her new mom with excited eyes. bye dad! she calls, as he exits. then, those bright blue eyes turn back to alva, and the girl beams at her. can we go explorin' sometime, mom? she's happy, and excited - now she knows where her stripes come from! her white pelt from her dad, her piebalding from mama ira, and her stripes from mama alva! it makes so much sense! of course, that's not how any of this works, but... let the girl dream, y'all.
11-09-2021, 05:35 PM
“ Of course we can, Zeze. I’ll take you wherever you like.” She remembered talking about decorations with bear earlier. “I need stuff to decorate anyway, you can help me collect it all.”
Alva walked towards the corner of the cave, dragging along with her some pelts that had been on the floor, it was getting late now wasn’t it? She wasn’t sure. Still, she wanted to prepare the den a little bit more. She didn’t know if the hollows were cold at night or not. She turned back to Zelie, staring at the cub, the day had been a long one- that was for sure.
Alva walked towards the corner of the cave, dragging along with her some pelts that had been on the floor, it was getting late now wasn’t it? She wasn’t sure. Still, she wanted to prepare the den a little bit more. She didn’t know if the hollows were cold at night or not. She turned back to Zelie, staring at the cub, the day had been a long one- that was for sure.
Never give up
code by corvus
11-09-2021, 06:48 PM
what about seashells from the ocean? ze asks excitedly, smiling as she watches @Alva start setting up her nest. can i stay with you tonight, mom? her voice is hesitant, her blue eyes shy now as she peers up at the pink woman. oh, she's so excited she's trembling, but nervous, too. she knows she can stay with mama ira any night she wants to, but mama alva is new! maybe she wants alone time tonight. tomorrow we can get feathers and pretty rocks for the den! of course, zeze also has a penchant for picking up skulls and bones that she finds, but... she can stash those in dad's den, as he doesn't seem to mind the macabre habit.
11-10-2021, 03:07 AM
“You can stay whenever you like, sweetheart.” Alva said softly. Looking at Zelie with a grin.Now, seashells sound like a fantastic idea! And feathers and rock, I had similar things in my den back... where I come from.”
An unsaid word- Darkstone.
Alva seemed to lose her emotion for a moment, her eyes distant, but she began to speak after a few moments. “You be proud you’re a Sigrun, my love. There are far worse things you can be. So you be proud that you come from something to be proud of.”
Alva wasn’t proud of her home, her home pride. She had been once, when she was her father’s little Alva, doing whatever he said and loving him for it. He didn’t love her, he loved her looks and meekness. That was all. Nothing more.
An unsaid word- Darkstone.
Alva seemed to lose her emotion for a moment, her eyes distant, but she began to speak after a few moments. “You be proud you’re a Sigrun, my love. There are far worse things you can be. So you be proud that you come from something to be proud of.”
Alva wasn’t proud of her home, her home pride. She had been once, when she was her father’s little Alva, doing whatever he said and loving him for it. He didn’t love her, he loved her looks and meekness. That was all. Nothing more.
Never give up
code by corvus